This is a collective twin flame energy update. Because this is a collective reading, everything will not resonate. Take what resonates and leave what doesn’t. The Divine Masculine and Feminine represent energy and not gender.
Divine Masculine Twin Flame is Feeling Nostalgic
As the divine masculine twin flame reflects on the connection, he feels nostalgic. He is thinking about the beautiful moments he’s shared with his divine feminine—even those tiny moments of connection that may seem insignificant to most.
He remembers everything about her, especially how she makes him feel—replaying their journey repeatedly in his head. Thinking about how much his life has changed since meeting her. Although his thoughts consume him, he is slowly going through an ego death and seeing the connection through his higher self.
Regret
He’s finally taking ownership of his actions, understanding the depths of pain that he has caused her when all she ever tried to do was love him. He is angry with himself, which only causes him to go deeper into feelings of unworthiness and regret. At times he even hates himself for the way he has treated her. He realizes he is risking losing her forever, and that causes him great fear and pain.
One of the most important things both twins must learn is self-love. However, the divine masculine’s journey looks quite different from the divine feminine’s. He runs from the connection and pushes her away because he doesn’t feel worthy of love. She grasps and holds on too tightly to the relationship because she also doesn’t feel worthy of love. Both are being called to heal these core wounds through the same experiences.
He pushes her away out of fear of rejection and abandonment, but the more she surrenders and releases control, it forces him to address his wounds. He feels her power, he knows what she is capable of, and that worries and excites him at the same time.
Unstable energy
For now, his energy remains wishy-washy. One minute he feels confident enough to move toward her, but then his fears take over, and he backs out. Then he resents himself because he feels like a coward. He is still stuck in this back-and-forth energy.
He can’t stop thinking about her. He knows she is his one and nobody else compares to her, and he desperately wants to be close to her again. So, he is devising a plan to reach out to her despite his insecurities.
He still doesn’t fully believe in himself but is slowly gaining confidence. He continues to love and admire her from a distance. He dreams about how it would feel to make love to her, to show her how he truly feels, but he doesn’t want to disappoint her until he knows he is ready to commit to her. His intimacy issues have not been cleared, so he is still unable to commit to her intimately.
Divine Masculine Twin Flame Courage
Some divine masculines will get the courage to contact their divine feminine very soon through text, email, or even social media. But it will be a simple gesture to let her know he is still there. Some may even take a huge step and unblock their divine feminine. There is so much they want to say but aren’t ready to express themselves yet. He is holding onto to hope that she will still be there when he is finally ready. But he feels the pressure and knows his time is running out.
Although it may seem like he has taken a step back, he has taken small steps forward because he is gaining confidence. He has never doubted her. He simply doubts himself.